It’s like I’m proving to myself just how straight I am by teasing these gay guys.
I actually feel like I’m “earning my heterosexuality” when I do this. I don’t want to harm anyone or live a lie, but I don’t feel queer or bisexual at all. I’ve experimented a few times and have gotten head from a few guys, but I have no interest in dick or fucking one of these dudes. And I always follow the same script: I send my dick pics, I make one of these thicc bottom boys want me, and I tell him to send me a video of him twerking like a stripper for me. The kind of guy where from the right angles you can’t tell the difference between his big ass and a thicc chick’s big ass. It’s always a specific type of bottom gay dude I seek out when I get on Grindr: a very feminine “thicc” guy with a pretty face and physical features begging for a dick. When a gay guy is into me because I look like his straight-masculine-jock dream, it’s a power trip like no other. I’m a 26-year-old masculine straight guy who loves exploiting the fantasies so many gay men have about straight men.
